Sick Love- Woodpecker

The assigment from Omphuss is to write a one page meditation on sick love.  I struggled in a major way with this one and here's how it turned out. 

January 10th


Dear Diary:

I met the greatest guy today at my dad’s office. Tall, dark, and handsome doesn’t do him justice. We chatted for a few minutes, went out for coffee, and literally talked for hours. At the end he asked me out for this Friday. He seems like such a great guy!!! I didn’t tell him I was the boss’ daughter. I don’t want him to get freaked out.

January 14th

Dear Diary:

The date with Charlie was amazing!! He is so sweet and funny and quite the gentleman. I’m not used to having a guy open doors for me and pull out chairs. I had the most incredible time in the world. We laughed and laughed and talked until 2 am. He walked me to the door and gave me a soft kiss good night. I don’t want to jinx it, but I think he might be the one.

January 23rd

Dear Diary:

First time sex with Charlie!! He was so great. He was gentle and caring and so in tune to what my needs were. Afterward I just laid in his arms and fell asleep. I could not ask for a more amazing man.

January 28th

Dear Diary:

Introduced Charlie to my friends. They all love him and think we are a great match. We had great laughs. Carol and Judy think we look a lot alike. Weird ,but we did all agree that our children would certainly be beautiful. I know I shouldn’t be talking kids yet, but I just can’t help it.

February 4th

Dear Diary:

Sex with Charlie has become an adventure. I feel so comfortable with him that I’m willing to open myself up and try anything. I’ve discovered that Charlie definitely has a kinky side to him and we’ve been experimenting with toys and some of his fetishes. Normally I’d be a little freaked out, but I think he’s the one.

On another note, spoke to dad today and he’s got some exciting news for me. Not sure what it is, but maybe I’ll tell him about Charlie when we have dinner next week.

February 8th

Dear Diary:

Sex last night with Charlie was a little weird. He asked me to pee on him while he had an orgasm. I agreed and he seemed to really enjoy it. I’m not sure about it, but my desire to keep him happy and interested outweighs any of my fears.

February 13th

Dear Diary:

Went to my dad’s office to meet him for dinner and overheard my dad and Charlie yelling at each other. Not sure what it was about, but I wasn’t about to tell Dad about him over dinner. Not gonna tell Charlie about Dad either. Good thing I changed my mind, because Dad’s news was a real shocker. Apparently he had a one night stand a few months before he started dating mom and has a son!! You’d think I’d be angry, or upset, but actually I just can’t wait to meet him. Two new and important men in my life in the last month!! I’m the luckiest woman on earth.

February 20th

Dear Diary:

I would have never thought that a Golden Shower would be tame, but it was compared with last night. I’m too embarrassed to even write what happened. Dinner with Dad in a couple of nights. I get to meet my newly discovered step brother!! I’m going to invite Charlie to come with me.

February 21st

Dear Diary:

I’m a little disappointed Charlie can’t come to dinner tomorrow night. He says he already has plans but I feel he’s hiding something. Maybe it’s because I refused to let him, well you know, last night. Maybe he’s no longer interested.

February 22nd

Dear Diary:

Much to my surprise Charlie did show up for dinner tonight with Dad. And much to my even bigger surprise, Charlie is my brother.

February 25th

Dear Diary:

I had sex with Charlie today. I know it was wrong, but I couldn’t help it. I just needed one more time before I broke it off. I was surprised he said yes and the closeness we shared will stay with me forever. I don’t know what the future brings, but I sure can’t wait for the next family get together!!